i think i realized what's bothering me. i think i'm unhappy. maybe it's because i'm remorseful of opportunities lost, of my childhood that was so ephemeral, it has slipped through my fingers.

or perhaps i'm so stressed by this amount of work i have to do, that i simply bury my head in my schoolwork all day, so i can't focus on anything else

She knows a good thing now
With our own cost and all can hear the word
In my head and in my thoughts
In my head and in my thoughts

We spend the whole days all
We're feeling more apart
And we know you can do more

Please, don't let me hurt you more
It's in your stare and at your core
Please, don't let me hurt you more
Please, don't let me hurt you more

I know this journey's soon
The color of lights and our lives become as you

Please, don't let me hurt you more
It's in your stare and at your core
Please, don't let me hurt you more
Please, don't let me hurt you more

(James Blake - Dlm)