Sometimes I feel the most alone when I’m sleeping next to you.

Here's why I like getting women tattooed on me:

They only bleed once
They can't talk
And they're with you forever.

Unlike most women

"All I know is pain, surviving on my own"

I'm a fucking lone wolf. It's been this way ever since I moved out here. I've had to fend for myself and do everything on my own. It's so hard for me to be around people these days. I'm so antisocial. I hate everyone. Everyone sucks. Everyone's selfish and self-motivated.

Where are the real people at?

It's become so easy for me to be so self-destructive and hurt people in the process if I feel like I've been wronged. I just really need to get out of that mentality though. I'm always so fucking oppositional because I've been so wronged by so many people. So I learned to become bitter, vindictive, and just an all-around asshole. It's easier to be callous. It's easier to not feel. But I just feel like I'm hurting myself in the process still.

I hate living this way sometimes. I just really wanna settle down and stop all this little kid shit.