I feel like I should be doing something more productive with my time...

I don't ever need anyone's pity. No one has any fucking right to look down on me. I'm fucking better than the majority of people I'm perfect just the way I am. No one has any right to change me. If you can't accept me, then fuck off

there will be tears
i've no doubt
there may be smiles
but a few
and when those tears
have run out
you will be numb and blue

i can't be there with you
but i can dream

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

May god's love be with you
Always
May god's love be with you

I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes

S plus P, it's meant to be <3

I'm so crippled by my guilt and burdens that its hard to function some times

I feel like a fucking asshole because I don't have a job this summer. I mean, I did have a tough school year, and I'm still dealing withy dad's death, so I deserve some time off, but I still can't help but feel guilty for being a bum