Tuesday, September 11, 2012

And with words unspoken
A silent devotion
I know you know what i mean
And the end is unknown
But i think i’m ready
As long as you’re with me

i guess in the end, we all perish. victims of our biological time clocks. everyday they tick down until that fateful day. muscles grow and atrophy, youth comes and goes. life is the most precious and fragile thing.

i wish my dad had fought harder. for himself. he sacrificed his own life for that of his children, and that is the greatest miracle i could ever ask for
i was thinking today about how ephemeral life is. i need to live a full of meaningful memories, of little regrets. why did i care so much in the past about certain things? even more recently, why did i fret during last semester about everything imaginable? my anxiety through the roof. sometimes i can't sleep at night. haunted by past and present occurrences. i guess my path to happiness involves making those around me happy. that's how i take care of myself. by providing those around me with tools to live better lives. i believe everyone is fundamentally moral

Monday, September 3, 2012

I try to live my life devoid of sin, in the purest way possible. Because in the end, I want to live a life I am proud of

Saturday, September 1, 2012

I really wish I had more control over my own life
In general, I don't deal well with anyone's bullshit. If I feel like I am wronged, I because really standoffish and introverted
If you live your life trying to please everyone else, you'll be the unhappiness person who ever walked the earth