Ever since I moved to Colorado 4 years ago, I built a very meticulous life around me. Everything has always had to be in my control, never really willing to step outside my comfort zone. Relationships, friendships, always on my accord (for the most part). I built a life around myself, sheltered myself from the pain and hurt and anguish.

I felt scared to let people in, to get hurt, because I've been hurt one too many times.

But things are different with her. I actually want to try, to get out of my comfort zone, to let her in.

She's really good for me, the best woman I've dated. She actually cares about me, is protective over me, cares about how I'm feeling.

I like you a lot a lot.