i can't believe i'm giving her everything of mine that i hold dear. i've never shared this much of myself with anyone before. i'm fucking scared shitless.

anxiety. my chest is tightening up. i can't fucking sleep at night anymore. too much shit on my mind

ughh i start my second semester tomorrow, and i'm freaking out. i'm so stressed right now. i can't even deal right now. i'm hyperventalating, and i've been on the verge of tears all afternoon

i had such an amazing winter break. why must good things come to an end?

everything is stressing me out right now. for one, i'm really worried about my workload this semester. i really don't want to be taking 5 classes

second, i'm like stressing about my girlfriend. words cannot describe how much i love her. she just makes me really happy, and she's so amazing. i don't wanna lose her. we've been dating a month, but already i love her more than i felt about any other girl. i'm in love with her. it's like...whoa. she just brightens my day. everyday i spend with her is magical. i love her, and i will do whatever it takes to keep our relationship going

New Year, New Me

my first semester of college wrapped up nicely. i managed to get a 3.92 gpa and made dean's list. things are starting to come together better. I feel happier now, due to me having great friends and a great girlfriend.


it's been awhile since my last post, so there's a lot to talk about

I met an amazing girl last month, and we hit it off right away. we've been dating for a month, now. words cannot describe how incredible she is