While home for fall break, I went walking in my hometown's reservoir (there's a paved walking trail through the woods) and already a thin layer of leaves was on the ground and as I stepped on the multicolored leaves, I smiled as I heard the satisfying crunch beneath my feet. I listened to Michigan by Sufjan Stevens, a favorite album of mine to listen to in the fall. Just being outdoors and in one of my favorite places made me feel a sense of purpose and optimism. I really enjoy being in my hometown during the fall, one of my favorite times of the year to spend in my town, and I was felt really thankful for the lifestyle I've been able to live. I've had my own share of difficulties, like fighting with constant depression for at least the past 4-5 years - enveloped with a sense of hopelessness and worthlessness, but I've been trying to manage it by trying the best I can with any given situation (relationships, school, etc.) and trying to ask for emotional help whenever I need it.

It was just really nice to be home and to spend some quality time with my family and dogs. I made a lot of great memories - like going to Northampton, Mass for lunch followed by the Yankee Candle flagship store in Deerfield with my mom and niece. Although they can get on my nerves sometimes, I really appreciate my family being in my life

Below is a link to Sufjan Steven's song Romulus, one of my favorites off his Michigan album:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUwuT6m5roU