i was driving around town today before going home, and i realized how beautiful my hometown is during the Fall. it makes me sad that i've been so caught up with everything else, that i haven't stopped to take the time to notice things around me

and as i kept driving around, i thought how next year, i'm turning 20. and how i want to take advantage of being a teenager and i want to care-free and have more fun than i'm having right now. i feel so old

i kind of miss high school. i miss being able to walk to starbucks with friends and just talk. i miss my youth