i've come to realize that October has traditionally been a bad month for me. most of the things that happen are bad.

Senior year my dad died

Freshman year, my car got t-boned, i felt like i couldn't handle college and i felt ridiculously depressed

This October, i've had some car troubles, and i feel like i am being swallowed by my stress and anxiety and i can't help but think about my dad everyday

it's hard to believe it's almost been two years....