Wow, I fucking hate you. You fucking represent everything that I've worked so hard to get away from. You're all of the following to me:
You're that toxic girl whom I couldn't say no to, whom I ended up cheating on.
You're the girl who doesn't make enough time for me
You're the girl who when I'm vulnerable with and tell her I miss her and want to cuddle, you respond with "I'm taking a bath"
You're emotionless. You're cruel and callous
You get to run away and hide in your home state
You get to hide behind your Instagram and social media posts to pretend to show everyone life is grand
You're a phony. Nothing about you is real. Your words are empty, soothing me at first, but later cutting me and tearing flesh from bone.
Actions speak louder than words. Never ever forget that. People make time for those that they want to make time for. And clearly you're not a priority. You haven't been a priority for a woman in 2 years. That's a fact.
The world is a cold, dark place for a millennial trying to find love. I say this because it's difficult. Everyone is out for themselves, and they can't seem to prioritize others. And you're no different. I can't believe I fell for you. How could I be so stupid?
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